Thursday, October 2, 2008

Thoughts of the Day.

1. Shine last night was incredible. I think we just might have been dancing in heaven for a little bit...

2. My LH 6th floor girls 07-08 are incredible women. I miss them dearly. and we will, without fail always talk about sex when we are together. I don't know why. 

3. Jill can shake her butt like a black girl now. I am in awe. 

4. The spiritual formation office needs to not be an icebox. 

5. I miss Tanzania. My kids are there. I am here. They have my heart. All I want is to be holding them right now. Why am I here....

6. Graduation is too damn close. Its freaking me out. I don't know what I am going to do with my life. 

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

No I Did Not!


These are my roommates: 

I was not told that if I did not post a loving blog about them that I would no longer be referred to as the elephant in the room.  

I was also not promised that if I posted a picture of my roommates that they would no longer hunt me down with highlighters and not let me into the bathroom. 

And opposed to whatever the hell my roommates say, i did NOT pee myself. ever. 

Finally, this is by NO means a hate message. Just a loving note about 3 ladies I live with (only 8 more months. oh darn.)



Why I Hate Catherine Right Now...

1. She called me a blogging whore...SHE STARTED THIS ISH...takes one to know one. 

2. She decided tonight to kill me as an excuse for "a death to occur in our house"...yet another way for her to get out of classes...and it therefore is a way for her to have our room all to herself. 

3. And...well...thats it for tonight. but i am sure there will be more to come. 

This seems to be a reoccurring blog subject. 

Roommate counseling might be in order. 

too soon?

scheduled spontaneity?

So last year I thought being a freshman ra was the epitome of being busy. 
Really did not think it got much worse than that. 

ha. False. 

I did not think that it was humanly possible to be so busy. 
Can there be 48 hours in one day? That would be absolutely wonderful! 

Needless to say...I miss this lovely ladies so much. 
They were my life support for one year and now we hardly see each other. 

Scheduled spontaneity is much in order.

Monday, September 15, 2008


I have officially let myself cool down for the past 24 hours and then realized that my blog is about why not release my remaining frustration into the black hole of the internet. 

Today is September 15th.
Yesterday marked the day that I received my 3rd macbook within the last month. 

After having to return my first computer due to a broken camera, not to mention that I was already having HUGE buyers remorse after looking at my credit card bill...I was already a little frustrated with Mac...but I have heard great things about these "wonderful" computers, so I let it slide. 

For 9 days I enjoyed my 2nd macbook. On Sunday, while working on my beloved Old Testament Themes paper from HELL, #2 decided to beep at me and make new, uncontrollable art all over the screen. I called the IT guy. The foreigner was useless...he told me to take the battery out and then put it back Forget Vanguard...I am going to quit and take his job, that can't be that hard.  And not the proudest moment of my life followed this. But my roommates and I decided to mark this memorable day in history....I preceded to throw my phone and drop a profane word for the first time in my life, that opposed to what my mom told me my whole life does not help the situation, did aid in releasing some steam...

I thought that anyone that got in my way at the mac store, might be killed by my rage, so I brought Max. And of course, I would get the world's nicest girl at the store who was super-duper sorry...blah. 

Needless to say. #3 better treat me well....

who ever said that Macs were better that PC ??? 

if you know that person, we need to have a little conversation....

Sunday, September 14, 2008

There is Hope...

He executes justice for the oppressed. 

He gives food to the hungry. 

He sets prisoners free

He opens the eyes of the blind. 

He lifts up those who are bowed down. 

He loves the Righteous. 

He watches over the strangers. 

He upholds the orphan and the widow. 

He remains FAITHFUL. 

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

Fragile Heart...

Have you ever needed someone 
To take the fragile pieces of your heart 
And wrap careful hands
Deep within the cushioning cotton of his own?
Someone who can pull you close, 
When you're feeling so along 
Who speaks not a word, 
But knows how to touch you 
In that one special place 
that lets you know you are still alive?
Someone who can look into your eyes
And see past the darkness 
That has come to cloud your soul, 
Someone who find that one spark of caring,
Who nurtures it back to life...
The one special someone
Who can wrap around you with his body
And give your soul a hug, 
Your heart ease...

Wednesday, September 3, 2008


We all have those days where you are just in a funk. Not feeling so cute. 
Completely distracted by all the "ish" going on around us. 
Trying to come up for at least one gasp of air...

Today was one of those days for me. 
In one of my classes we were challenged to stop and soak in each of the amazing elements of beauty around us....even in us. 
What a reality check. 

Today I found beauty in the little girl who has stolen my heart. 
We were reading a book in her rocker and she stopped, put her little hand on my check and said, " beautiful." 
The most innocent and precious little girl lifted my spirits for the whole day and helped me realize the beauty in myself. 
I love her.  

Tuesday, September 2, 2008

Anyone Looking for a Roommate?

reasons why i am going to find new roommates. 

1. They pressured me into getting a blog. 
2. I will be up all night doing homework because I am sitting here now blogging. 
3. I will probably fall asleep and therefore fail my classes and not graduate. 
4. As a drop out with no degree... most likely I will just have to sell my body on the streets. 
too far? 

end of the world.

The end of the world might quite possibly be on its way. 
I never thought that I would join the masses in this cult of blogging. 
In complete desperation to be loved my roommates, I gave in. 
Hopefully this will be evidence for my deep love for them and they will...maybe...let me sleep at night. Just a thought :) 
And who knows...maybe I too will fall in love with the art of blogging. 

Have patience with me.

Here we go....